Lacking Motivation

   Well here it is Tuesday morning. I seem to be having difficulty finding motivation to start up on this topic again. I have signed in on the Blog several days but begin to write and my heart and my head are not in it so I sign out. I must be all in in order to be coming from my true self.
  I know me very well and when my heart speaks to me I need to listen. I continue to grow and learn.
  On my way to the airport I was captive in a car for 2 hours. I decided that this would be a great time to read Sharon's affidavit in full. I did not want to read it while I was in Canada as I knew it would alter my mood at that moment.
  I had both affidavits side by side and read them both. I read them aloud to my father and his wife. They were driving me to Grand Forks, ND. The material elicited some response and dialogue between the 3 of us. I was grateful for their company.
  (For those who are unfamiliar...An affidavit is a formal sworn statement of fact, signed by the author, who is called the affiant or deponent, and witnessed as to the authenticity of the affiant's signature by a taker of oaths, such as a notary public or commissioner of oaths). These are the statements that each party presents to the Courts. They are a summary of what that party wishes to have addressed in Court.
  I will be posting these Affidavits on my Blog in pieces. I will not summarize them with my opinion in any way. That is my goal. YOU, the reader can discover and reach your own conclusions.
  Just now, posting this Blog entry, I am feeling some flow of writing.
  I will be back in full force. I need some time to work through my feelings of being back here without D. I was hit much harder than I ever anticipated the day after I arrived back in AZ.
  Thank you to our friends Mari, Ronda, Linda and Teresa for reaching out to me via phone or message knowing that I was back. Your thinking of me had a greater impact than you will ever really know! I am grateful for all of you.

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